La mia vita, o qualcosa gradisce quella
.............. finora
Thursday, October 26, 2006
exhausted. (draft)
What a weird week this has been.
The emotional circus was a bit too much, even for me...
In the midst of facing my own emotional ghosts, a friend asked me to say something nice in her necro service. I go like HUH!? What the ?????!?
THAT snapped me out of my trance.
I accepted some things that I so vehemently denied before. I finally came to a realization that whatever I do, simply protecting the mental image I have of a person cannot change whatever he/she did. I don't understand it, but I can't do anything about it. And yes, I also accepted that indeed, I was dupped once in my life. Thanks to my uhm, buddies, for accepting me back in the "fold" after a being "led astray" for a while there :-) I'm back guys. With a vengeance.
The emotional circus was a bit too much, even for me...
In the midst of facing my own emotional ghosts, a friend asked me to say something nice in her necro service. I go like HUH!? What the ?????!?
THAT snapped me out of my trance.
I accepted some things that I so vehemently denied before. I finally came to a realization that whatever I do, simply protecting the mental image I have of a person cannot change whatever he/she did. I don't understand it, but I can't do anything about it. And yes, I also accepted that indeed, I was dupped once in my life. Thanks to my uhm, buddies, for accepting me back in the "fold" after a being "led astray" for a while there :-) I'm back guys. With a vengeance.
The heart grows tired sometimes.
But, it never gives up.
2 Comments:
weenks said...
KOREK!!! The heart never gives up...but then, dumadating din sa point na tatanggapin niya rin ang lahat. but its not giving up. its "acceptance." haay...
Anonymous said...
anu ba, mmk yan ah, in-english mo lang. "napapgod lang ang puso, pero di umaayaw"... uyeh :P
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