La mia vita, o qualcosa gradisce quella
.............. finora
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i loved...
I loved loving...
I loved being in love with him...
I loved him.
But now I have to let go.
"Love means never having to say you're sorry."
I never regretted loving him. It made me happy. I shared precious memories with him. I still miss him. I will never forget him. But I would have to let go so that I could give a chance for other people to come and take the space which he occupied for a long time... because I know that as long as he's there, I would never entertain thoughts of loving another person.
"Love means never having to say you're sorry."
I loved him and I won't apologize for feeling that way.
I'm just sorry he never felt it....
I loved being in love with him...
I loved him.
But now I have to let go.
"Love means never having to say you're sorry."
I never regretted loving him. It made me happy. I shared precious memories with him. I still miss him. I will never forget him. But I would have to let go so that I could give a chance for other people to come and take the space which he occupied for a long time... because I know that as long as he's there, I would never entertain thoughts of loving another person.
"Love means never having to say you're sorry."
I loved him and I won't apologize for feeling that way.
I'm just sorry he never felt it....
Friday, August 25, 2006
zero visibility
I recently came from my second home, Baguio City. Its a combi vacation/escape trip for me...Brrrrrr!!!!!!!
When winks and I first got there, we were freezing! Adjusting to the weather was kinda hard since it was a bit hot when we left Manila...
I LOOOVE FOG!!! :-D It gave some sort of mystic and gothic quality to the place....
First stop, PMA, since I had to deliver some stuff for my friend's cousin. I wanted to buy some stuff for an officemate, however, the stuff he wants are not available. (I'm still puzzled why people expected me to know where the Visitor's Center is.. duh)
Love this pix! The fog was just about to descend...
Looks like something out of a horror movie... :-p
Mines View Park...
Botanical Garden.... Come to think of it, this was the first time I went there... hahahaha!!!
Nice! I could just imagine a wedding entourage passing thru..
I celebrated b-day mass at the Baguio Cathedral...
Grotto...
Looking up. Sigh.... I remember the last time I was here...
Almost afraid to make a wish, again...
As I made my way down these steps, I hoped to leave everything behind...
As I depart, I realized that I left some things behind....
Memories.
The past.
Love.
But I did bring something home with me...
Peace of mind.
*** Other things were not visible that time... But well, that's another story...
Thursday, August 24, 2006
paalala mo nga sa kin..
"Paalala mo nga sa kin na mahal kita. Nakakairita ka eh!"
Malinaw pa sa isip ko ang lahat. Yan ang lagi kong sinasabi pag inis na inis ako sa kanya...
Ngayon, ang kasama ko na lang ay mga alaala..
Alaala ng mga sandali na ayaw kong kalimutan pero kailangan ng bitawan.
"Paalala mo nga sa kin na mahal kita!"
Dati, gusto kong ipaalala sa sarili ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa'yo.
Pero ngayon, sana....
"Tulungan mo naman akong kalimutan ka."
Thursday, August 17, 2006
I’m sorry we quarreled…
While waiting for a friend to show up, I decided to browse through Booksale to find some weird book that I could read next..... I came across this kinda beat-up book entitled "I'm sorry we quarreled" which turned out to be a compilation of quotations. I'd like to share some of my favorite quotes from the book....…. Come now, and let us reason together. (Isiah 1:18)
… A long argument means that both parties are wrong (Voltaire)
… Quarrels would never last long if the fault was only on one side (Duc de la Rochefoucauld)
… To err is human; to forgive, divine. (Alexander Pope)
… Life appears to me too short to be spent in nursing animosity or registering wrong. (Charlotte Brontë)
… I dislike arguments of any kind. They are always vulgar, and often convincing. (Oscar Wilde)
… Though I can’t make her love me, there is great satisfaction in quarreling with her. (Richard Sheridan)
… In a false quarrel there is no true valor. (William Shakespeare)
… I never take my own side in a quarrel. (Robert Frost)
… Hearts are like flowers; they remain open to the softly falling dew, but shut up in the violent downpour of rain. (Jean Paul Richter)
… Forgiveness swells the tide of love. (Michael de Montaigne)
… The worst kind of quarrels are with oneself. (Henry David Thoreau)
… Other people’s quarrels always seem petty until you have a reason to fight about the very same thing yourself. (William Hazlitt)
… I don’t care any more if you were right. I only care. (Jensey Cooper)
… I didn’t believe you until your heart got out of hand and in the way. (Sister Clarice Kopell)
… I’m in love, I’m not listening – try again. (Oscar Wilde)
… Feel honored – I’ve never quarreled with anybody I didn’t like. (Randa Lee)
… Only dogs should quarrel – they are more forgiving than people (Fred Allen)
… Even the most sincere apology can’t take all the sting out of a quarrel – only love can. (Bessie Lorraine Boles)
… We pardon as long as we love. (Duc de la Rochefoucauld)
… Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses. (Chinese proverb)
… I would not forgive you could I but forget you. (François Rebelais)
… I see my image in your eyes dissolved in disappointed tears. (Rod McKuen)
… The head argues; the heart forgives. (Jean Jeaques Rosseau)
… I am right and you are wrong. But why do I miss you so? (William Cooper)
things i hate about you...
Current Mood: 
rejected
1. I hate you for being a jerk. But I still love you anyway.
2. I hate you for being sardonically charming. It just makes you more intriguing.
3. I hate you for understanding and knowing what I like. I also hate that you try to be friends with my friends even if it’s not in your nature.
4. I hate that I still “know” what’s happening to you even if we don’t talk. (Psychic connection??)
5. I hate that I think about you the moment I wake up in the morning and every night before I go to sleep.
6. I hate you for making me cry a million times for small things that even I can’t explain why it hurt me so damn much. It made me die a thousand deaths day by day by day by day….
7. I hate that you may not even think about me during my absence because you are so preoccupied thinking of someone I would never, ever have anything against.... You may even be thinking of her at this moment…
8. I hate you for not telling me things I am secretly afraid to know but still want to hear.
9. I hate it when every time I look in your eyes, I still get lost in their depths… as if it’s the very first time…
10. I hate you for making me feel like a little girl who’s in love for the very first time.
11. I hate the way my heart leaps when I first see you after long months of separation…
12. I hate that whenever we’re together, I want the moment to go on and on, and on, and on, and on…
13. I hate that when you smile at me, my brain turns to mush and forming coherent thoughts are way beyond my capabilities…
14. I hate it when I want to get back at you for all the things you did that hurt me, but when I do, I get hurt more because I know you're hurting...
15. I hate the fact that I have fallen in love with you. Don’t ask me to explain when, where, how or why because even I can’t understand it.
16. I hate it when I automatically reach out for your hand the way I used to, but when I do, I see you holding her as if you never want to let her go..
17. I hate dreading the time I would have to ride your car again, knowing I no longer hold the right to ride beside you.
18. I hate knowing I don't have the right to call you mine but I still do.
19. I hate it when I worry myself to death when you're not okay even when I know it's not me you want by your side during those times..
20. I hate dreaming we're together knowing it would never happen and that it's just a figment my hoping heart created..
21. I HATE NOT HATING YOU. NEVER COULD, NEVER WOULD.
***Inspired by "Ten things I hate about you"
rejected1. I hate you for being a jerk. But I still love you anyway.
2. I hate you for being sardonically charming. It just makes you more intriguing.
3. I hate you for understanding and knowing what I like. I also hate that you try to be friends with my friends even if it’s not in your nature.
4. I hate that I still “know” what’s happening to you even if we don’t talk. (Psychic connection??)
5. I hate that I think about you the moment I wake up in the morning and every night before I go to sleep.
6. I hate you for making me cry a million times for small things that even I can’t explain why it hurt me so damn much. It made me die a thousand deaths day by day by day by day….
7. I hate that you may not even think about me during my absence because you are so preoccupied thinking of someone I would never, ever have anything against.... You may even be thinking of her at this moment…
8. I hate you for not telling me things I am secretly afraid to know but still want to hear.
9. I hate it when every time I look in your eyes, I still get lost in their depths… as if it’s the very first time…
10. I hate you for making me feel like a little girl who’s in love for the very first time.
11. I hate the way my heart leaps when I first see you after long months of separation…
12. I hate that whenever we’re together, I want the moment to go on and on, and on, and on, and on…
13. I hate that when you smile at me, my brain turns to mush and forming coherent thoughts are way beyond my capabilities…
14. I hate it when I want to get back at you for all the things you did that hurt me, but when I do, I get hurt more because I know you're hurting...
15. I hate the fact that I have fallen in love with you. Don’t ask me to explain when, where, how or why because even I can’t understand it.
16. I hate it when I automatically reach out for your hand the way I used to, but when I do, I see you holding her as if you never want to let her go..
17. I hate dreading the time I would have to ride your car again, knowing I no longer hold the right to ride beside you.
18. I hate knowing I don't have the right to call you mine but I still do.
19. I hate it when I worry myself to death when you're not okay even when I know it's not me you want by your side during those times..
20. I hate dreaming we're together knowing it would never happen and that it's just a figment my hoping heart created..
21. I HATE NOT HATING YOU. NEVER COULD, NEVER WOULD.
***Inspired by "Ten things I hate about you"
naalala pa rin kita...
Isa-isang ng nalalagas ang talulot ng panahon... ang dami na palang araw na nagdaan na ni hindi kita nasisilayan o nakakausap man lang..
Napanaginipan na naman kita... Naisip ko nga, siguro gusto lang kitang makasama. Kahit sandali lang. Kaya lang hindi na pwede...
Kamusta ka na kaya?
Ano kaya ang ginagawa mo habang iniisip kita?
Nasa opisina ka kaya, subsob sa trabaho?
Nakasilip ka kaya sa bintana.. nakatingin sa malayo?
Iniisip mo rin kaya ako, kahit minsan lang?
O sya lang ang laman ng puso't isipan mo?
Napansin mo kaya na matagal na kong di nagpapakita sa'yo? May pakialam ka kaya mawala man ako ng tuluyan? Hahanapin mo ba ko?
May lugar pa ba ko sa buhay mo?
Dadating kaya ang panahon na malalaman ko ang sagot sa mga tanong sa isipan ko?
** To my chika buddy..
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